Saturday, August 19, 2006 @ 8:31 AM
i'm not retaking cheeena
so i should hate chineseeeeeeeeeeeeee from now on.
yeah.
application too late.
whatever la
like so drama mama type.
after thinking for dont know how many thousand days and embarrassing myself in front of ms lee and jenkiat have do say ''jorina why are you -----''
and walking to the office like siao
and getting stares and unwanted comments inside the HOD part
i didnt managed to apply.
ahhh.
i hope the paper will be a fuc*ing difficult one
so i wont regret and bang my head against the wall
LOL. evil me.
i just finish watching this korean variety show
and i cant stop laughing
ppl(mainly sibs and parents and maid)
thinks i'm crazy cos i'm laughing at something when its just moving and not making any noise(i have no speakers)
they dont know this thing called ''subs''
i just start laughing randomly even though its freaking late at night.
freaking funny.
ahh.
english oral.
i can totally die
before going in i took out my fresh mints i bought that morning to have freasher breathe when like 5 ppl literally jumped in front of me to adk for some.
okayyy......
while sitting i chew virgously on that two mint sweets i got and drank water like siao.
until i had no more water and sweets left.
okayyyy....
and it wasnt even near my turn.
i wanted to die there.
i cant believe i that suay la
for both ORALS(cheena and eng)
i got the ''hard'' topic
like PLS.
if i can get the food topic
omg.
i be like freaking confident and talk alot.
like their questions are simply so easy
but suay suay i gto public transport.
like hello?
easy to understand whatever but not easy to talk about.
*stupid moments*
picture: alot ppl in mrt
question:what do you think their doing.
my dumb answer: erm. i think they're on a packaged tour around singapore. maybe to sentosa?
after that i wanted to kill myself. mentally and physically.
packaged tour? like ack?! la
question:describe the picture
at the moment was mentally slapping myself for answering package tour so i didnt listen carefully. and i didnt thought that i'll be so suay to get''describe the pic'' question
*momentarily stare*
me:can you repeat the queation*SMILES*
examiner: can you describe the picture. like what do you see?
^maybe he thought i was to dumb to understand?
and i describe. which was terrible.
mainpoint is! i got that DARN question.
after the whole picture description: he told me you got unusual question.
omg. my heart literally jumped out and i wanted to faint.
examiner:how do you go to school?
me: i take the area bus to central. take 196. and walk to school. (i dont know why i said walk to school)
examiner: *pause* care to explain furthur?
me: *heart literally skipped out from jumping to fast. mind raced like crazy. like go school only what. how to explain more. gives blank look*
him: like what you do on your way here. do you see anything....
me:*cuts him off* YA. i watch the scenery. i look at cars cos i love cars. and when i see bad drivers i criticize their driving skills
him and the other examiner: smiles and laugh*
me: and i stare at the scenery cos i think they look better in the dark then in the day.
him:so you see better in the dark then day?
me: NOOOOOO!!!(so retarded) and explain more
and i did that NOOOOO! thing when he asked if i have anything to add on.
luckily nerine and mrs.s said that the packaged tour thingy was acceptable or i will seriously feel guilty if my eng results came out to be a C5 or something drastic.
oh. and at one point of time(the care to explain how you come to school part) i realised i used to much ''erm''. like literally after every two words kind. so i tried to changed it. to 'hmmm' which sounds more interllectual(to me at least) but obviously failed after using 2 hmmm and changed it back to ermm
and like i want to have the DREAMING WHATS COMING OUT TMRW ability like marcus. so i can predict. ESP. chem. like hello? mr marcus quek. you better dream something out for chem 'o's.
jiali got a new phone and i'm lusting for it.
despite just changing phone.
and mine you.
i hate my phone and dont understand why in that moment i will actually agree to have that.
realised i'm cursing to much these days
must changed!
too much pressure i guess
OH. and i got a DOG!!!
(:
tsk.
and stop denying bitches!
everybodys kissing and gaying around.